Remember him, from this post?
I've always thought that he was going to live until he dies of old age.
So imagine how heartbroken I became this morning when Zara came knocking on my door and said "Kak Ya, Dimitri died".
I was in total shock, and I tried forgetting about that while I was studying today. I guess I was in denial the whole day. And I did manage to forget.
But during lunch it hit me that he wasn't going to be around again and when I told Liyana that Dimitri died, the tears started rolling down. Yeah, I cried in the Monash cafe. Luckily it was just the two of us at the time.
And when I got home just now and realised that he will never be there to greet me again whenever I get home, the tears came again.
Everyone in the house is feeling the loss. Even my dad texted me and said he couldn't believe that Dimitri died.
I still can't believe that my baby boy's gone.
I love you, baby and I am going to miss you so, so much. ='(
I've always thought that he was going to live until he dies of old age.
So imagine how heartbroken I became this morning when Zara came knocking on my door and said "Kak Ya, Dimitri died".
I was in total shock, and I tried forgetting about that while I was studying today. I guess I was in denial the whole day. And I did manage to forget.
But during lunch it hit me that he wasn't going to be around again and when I told Liyana that Dimitri died, the tears started rolling down. Yeah, I cried in the Monash cafe. Luckily it was just the two of us at the time.
And when I got home just now and realised that he will never be there to greet me again whenever I get home, the tears came again.
Everyone in the house is feeling the loss. Even my dad texted me and said he couldn't believe that Dimitri died.
I still can't believe that my baby boy's gone.
I love you, baby and I am going to miss you so, so much. ='(
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